Life took me on an unexpected path over the past few days.
After telling some close people that I had almost killed myself, I was admitted to a hospital precinct for about half of a week to get back on my feet.
I’m currently on anti-anxiety and anti-depressant medication, the former of which is working already.
This disease has been gnawing at me for a long time now. It made me emotionally neglectful towards my now ex, it made me think of things too drastically, and it turned me into someone I wasn’t.
But, I’m back.
I’m Andrew again.
As time goes by and the anti-depressants work their magic, I’ll be learning methods of self-care and self-love that I’ve been deprived of for a while.
I’m picking up boxing, finally getting my license renewed, and I hope to be driving a motorcycle by the end of the summer, (just like Dad!)
Now, I want to say thank you. Thank you to all of you. If I never followed you back, I’m sorry, as I’m sure that you’re an amazing individual with outstanding potential and a personality all your own.
With that, I’m saying my goodbyes. The hiatus is going to last much, much longer than initially anticipated. To the point where I may return after a long break, or not at all.
For those of you who wanted to talk with me, or perhaps be my friend, this is a list of some contact information to use at your discretion:
For those of you whom I’ll never speak to again;
Always love yourself.
Always love those who love you.
Always love life, for it may not be fair, but it is good.
And again, thank you all for everything you’ve contributed to my life and the lives of those around you.
You have my blessings.
Be safe, be true, and good bye.
I’m going to be on hiatus for an indefinite amount of time here on tumblr.
I’m not with my girlfriend anymore, I’m heading to Japan for a month in 4 days, and I almost jumped in front of a train today.
I’m going through a lot right now, so I’m sorry to those who’ve been following me avidly for a long time!
I wish the best for all of you and I hope that Japan is good to me. If I do come back to tumblr, I’ll be sure to post all of the beautiful pictures of Hokkaido I take.
Thank you, all of you.
Thank you for everything you’ve done for me. I hope that, one day, you’ll love me like you used to.
I love you.